Lazy

Man why am I so lazy? I did get some school done today...but that was because it was due today and then did I get started on what my dad asked me....nooooo..... reading a book was way more interesting. I did get some Moogle stuff done. Half credit for that, but only because it randomly got exciting. Moogle is when Google meets a cow...they call it moo-gle. ha ha. Anyways what it is is a program for online classes that the fire station is doing. My dad has me putting together an Emergency Medical Responder class (hereafter called EMR). What makes this interesting is no one has ever taught this particular course in Utah before. All we have is the book, no powerpoints, no course outlines...really nothing. I about had a meltdown when I thought I was going to have to put together the powerpoints. I'd have to read the text and then figure out how to simplify it into a power point. I did chapter one and it took a good hour and a half. But then we contacted the publisher of the book and they gave me rights to the instructor website and that has power points lecutre outlines and even a test generator! Hallelujah! I can do it now. So that was exciting enough to get me off my lazy butt and doing something. I'll pay for it tomorrow though, I've got a ton to do!

I really thought when I came back my rollarcoasters would be over. I go from social to anti-social, back to wanting to be social now I just think I'm an socially anti-social...not sure what exactly it means, but it sounds complicated enough it might work. Like I do want to hang out in a way... I am bored, but yet I don't. Uggg its so frustrating. I talked to an onld companion, it was so good to talk to her. She is amazing, I wish she didn't live so far away, we could totally be best friends. I'm hoping when my dad goes to florida I can figure out a way to make it up to georgia. But I have to admit, I did want to cry afterwards. I miss her and I miss everyone from Colorado. I sometimes wonder if a trip back would help or hurt.....

Although I did have a good laugh at my horoscope. Ha! The other day it said something along the lines that 'Although dear Cancer you would much rather spend today reading in bed (I have to admit it did sound like a good idea, but have no fear I read these for entertaiment purposes only) But you do realize you need to have social intereactions. Have you ever considered finding someone that shares your interests? Perhaps you could find someone that you can read in bed with! Ha I'm sure they meant some girl friend or something, but of course I had to think of a guy and I was like I don't think much reading would get done. Anyways I found it pretty humorous. HA ha. It made my day.

I'm hoping we'll get to go to Toy Story 3 tomorrow. I promised the kids I'd take them at midnight. Not because we are fanatics, but just for the fun of going to a midnight movie. I think they are fun to go to. Hopefully I can stay up that late, it may be the latest I've stayed up since before Colorado!

Still on the job hut...although I think it would help if I stopped being lazy and actually turned in some applications... I just hate filling out all the tedious work...

On a lighter note to end with...my birthday is in two weeks I'll be 23....the age one never quite thinks they will ever reach when they are a teenager... Actually I don't think I ever quite considered that age, 21 yes, 25 yes, 23 no. But I think it will be a good year. I'll shoot for it.