Things are working out...I think

Things are starting to pan out.... at least for now. Life always tends to take a crazy turn on me or somehow a wrench gets thrown into things. I've kind of learned to expect that. I know what I'm going to do and that is always such a relief. So I'm going to stick around Logan. I know for all my high talk of going away, in the end I'm somewhat staying. Although not completely. From now until the end of may I'll be sticking around here doing stuff for my dad at the station. Then if it works out like I want it to, I'll spend the rest of the summer doing EFY as a counselor. With a couple of breaks to go to Colorado and Nauvoo. I'm kind of excited about that. Its something that came to me randomly last summer. I was going to do it until I found out I missed the interview deadlines. But while I was trying to find jobs as a CNA it randomly came back to me. Sister Cox (I still have a hard time calling old companions by their first names) said maybe I could when I get back and just do the Stay at Home ones because interviews are later. So I checked into it and applied. I'll have to see what happens. I know that if its what I'm supposed to do then it will work out. My only worry is that I'm not outgoing enough. I thought when I came home that part would be different. But not quite so, in fact I'm even worse because I don't even know what to say to people. All I know what to talk about is my mission and I don't want to be one of those RMs that their mission is all they can talk about. I understand them more, but the contrary part of me refuses to be so. I did have a real conversation with a guy today. I think that is improvement. Granted the mission did come up. But in my defense he asked! A first conversation with a guy is a big step though. I mean he was only like twenty feet away...

Anyways enough of that rambling. Once the summer is over I'll move in with my aunt and be her nanny for her two boys while going to school. At which point my life will completely fall into place and I'll live happily ever after. (with or without Prince Charming showing up) So while my life may not be perfect at this moment...there is still much to be grateful for.















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(Alamosa Colorado)